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The Israel Koschitzky Virtual Beit
Midrash
Understanding the Practice and Meaning of Halakha Yeshivat
Har Etzion
Shiur 19 - Daily Blessings Part II
by Rav Ezra Bick
Last week, we began the topic of daily blessings, but only
managed to actually discuss one (actually two, possibly three, depending how one
counts - as we shall see, the count has importance) - the blessing over the
Torah. Taking a look at the opening sections of the siddur, the daily prayers,
we immediately encounter a long list of twenty blessings (go ahead - count for
yourself. You will probably come up with one more or one less. The count, as I
said, does have some importance).
Before we discuss some of these blessings individually, let us
consider the series as a whole. Last year, when, in the context of food, we
discussed the concept of berakha (blessing) in general, I advanced the idea that
a berakha represents the power, the creativity and productivity in the world,
the divine creativeness brought down to the natural world. By "blessing" God, we
are declaring that the principle of growth, what my teacher Rav Soloveitchik
zt"l called the principle of "male and female He made them," is embodied in the
world by the connection between creator and creation. An ancient halakhic
tradition maintains that one should recite 100 blessings each day. This number,
I think, is meant to shock us on first hearing. One hundred blessing sounds
almost like some sort of punishment - like writing "I will not speak out of
turn" 100 times on the blackboard. In fact, the computation is not that
complicated, if we remember that nearly all prayers are formulated using the
"berakha" form. This I how it goes:
Upon rising ("birkot ha-shachar") 20
Tzitzit and tefillin 3
The morning "shema" 3
The "shemona esrei" (daily prayer) 19
three times a day 38
"Shema" in the evening 4
Before eating a meal 2
twice a day 2
Grace after meals 4
twice a day 4
Before going to sleep 1
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100
"Aha!" You will say, "but women are missing the three berakhot
on tzitzit and tefillin." And, for good measure, we may add that Sefardi Jews
(and a few Ashkenazim like myself) make only one berakha over tefillin rather
than two. And suppose you do not have bread at a meal, so that only one berakha
is recited afterward rather than four. All right - there is nothing absolutely
sacred about this list. There are other berakhot that one could say. If, for
instance, one does not have bread at a meal, then there will be more berakhot
recited before eating, since different foods require different berakhot. And who
eats only twice a day? Each time you go for a glass of water, that will be two
more berakhot, one before and one after. On any given day, there may be more or
less, but I hope you get the basic idea. One hundred berakhot a day! In other
words, the day is filled with berakhot. One might almost say that reciting
berakhot is the archetypical experience of a Jew. The only reason why we may not
have noticed this before is because it is so easy to recite one. But that is
precisely the point. Saying a berakha is almost like breathing - you do it all
the time. It is the background of being awake. Saying a berakha is practically
the Jewish equivalent of breathing!
This makes a lot of sense if we remember that the berakha is
the "life" - the creative force - of the world. By relating nearly every
experience of our mundane every-day life to God who is responsible for it, we
imbue every moment with the vitality of creativeness, of growth, of Divine
spirit in the world. We literally breathe life into the world by reciting
berakhot.
Now for the early morning series:
The main group of berakhot is a series of eleven which the
Talmud says should be recited in response to various phenomena that normally
accompany rising in the morning.
"When he hears the cry of the rooster, he should say: 'Blessed
is He who has given the cock intelligence to distinguish between day and
night.'
When he opens his eyes, he should say: 'Blessed is He who opens
the eyes of the blind.'
When he straightens and sits up, he should say: '... who frees
the captives.'
When he gets dressed, he should say: '... who clothes the
naked.'
When he gets up, he should say: '... who straightens the
bent.'
When he stands on the ground, he should say: '... who stretches
out the land over the waters.'
When he takes a step, he should say: '... who guides the steps
of man.'
When he puts on his shoes, he should say: '... who has provided
all my needs.'
When he ties his belt, he should say: '... who girds Israel
with might.'
When he covers his head, he should say: '... who crowns Israel
with glory.'
When he washes his face, he should say: 'Blessed is He who
removes sleep from my eyes and slumber from my eyelids; and may it be Your will,
HaShem my God, that you will make me familiar with Your Torah and cause me to
adhere to Your mitzvot, and not lead me, not to sin, nor to transgression, not
to temptation, nor to disgrace. Subdue my impulses to be subject to You, keep me
far from an evil person and evil friend, and bring me close to good impulses and
a good friend in Your world. Grant me, this day and every day, grace, favor, and
mercy in Your eyes and in the eyes of all who see me, and bestow upon me goodly
favors. Blessed are You, who bestows goodly favors on His people Israel"
(Berakhot 60b).
(There are several minor differences between this version and
that found in the siddur, but this will not concern us.)
Now anyone who prays daily, or has evened opened a siddur,
knows that these berakhot are recited every morning, even if one has not heard
the cry of the rooster, or has not gotten dressed. They are listed in the prayer
service as DAILY recitations. Secondly, they are recited in order, one after the
other, rather than as the occurrences listed in the Talmud occur. The language
of the Talmud seems to indicate that they should be recited in response to
specific events - opening one's eyes, getting dressed, standing up, etc. This
question in fact was the subject of a controversy among the great commentators
of the Middle Ages. Our practice is based on the opinion of those who explain
the Talmud as referring to the reasons for the recitation, but not to actual
events which must take place specifically in order for the berakha to be
recited.
This question is not merely a technical one. There are many
berakhot which are recited in response to a specific event. These are called
generically "birkot ha-re'iya," blessings over sightings. An example is the
berakha recited after seeing lightning or hearing thunder. What is common to all
these cases is that an UNUSUAL event has taken place, which elicits in us - or
should elicit - a special feeling of awe or gratitude. The events listed in the
Talmudic passage are not really events to which I am responding - they are the
conditions of waking. Furthermore, they have been broken down into minute
subsegments, which clearly goes against a special feeling of awe or gratitude
for each one. Are we really meant to have a distinct response to getting dressed
and another one for covering one's head; one for straightening up, and another
for standing up? This leads most commentators to conclude that these are not
really "birkot ha-re'iya" at all - rather the series is designed to force us to
pay attention to how many different stages there are to waking up, to coming out
of the hibernating cave of sleep and into a new day of activity. Each one of
those steps requires a berakha, in the sense we mentioned above, for each step
is an additional rung on the ladder of LIFE, of becoming alive. Sleep was seen
by the Sages as a form of death, not because it is not healthful and refreshing,
but because it does not contain animated creativity. Coming out of sleep is not
merely a different stage of bodily health, but it means going from inertia to
occupation in the world, to construction and creation. Hence, the emphasis on
clothes as well as physical change - the idea is that when we sleep we do not
need clothes, because we are not really alive, we do not react with the world.
Notice the rather extravagant language used to describe the two
stages of clothing - it seems clear that it is not only clothes per se that are
being described. "Who girds Israel with might" and "Who crowns Israel with
glory" are not describing my imitation leather belt and the faded kippa on my
head, at least not in the literal sense. Clothes are a metaphor here for our
girding and readying ourselves to sally forth on the adventure of life, in glory
and might. Does that sound a bit over-dramatic? That is exactly the point! The
berakha forces us to realize that waking, coming alive, is the encounter with
the field of battle, with a quest, with a mountain to be conquered, to be
instilled with the spirit of sanctity, to be transformed, to be BLESSED with
life. The most famous early rising in the Bible is Abraham - "And Abraham rose
in the morning and saddled his donkey" - going out (tragically, so it seems, in
this case) to take his son Isaac up the mountain for which he has been searching
all his life, Mount Moriah. One rises, one girds one's loins, one saddles the
donkey, and one sails forth. For those of you for whom Biblical metaphors sound
more quaint than inspiring, I invite you to switch the donkey for a horse, the
girding of the loins with the dressing in armor, and behold - Don Quixote
sallies forth to reach the unreachable stars. Or maybe not so unreachable after
all - since we are "girded by God with might and crowned with glory."
Let us take one step back to an earlier berakha, recited right
before the series I listed above.
When one wakes up, he says:
My God, the soul that You have placed in me is pure. You
created it, You fashioned it, You breathed it into me, You preserve it inside
me, and You will take it from me and return it to me in the future. For as long
as the soul is in me, I thank You, HaShem my God and the God of my fathers,
Master of all the worlds, Lord of all souls. Blessed are You HaShem, who returns
souls to dead bodies.
This berakha, in its personal language perhaps the most
intimate one in the prayerbook, clearly indicates that it is a berakha on
breathing itself, on the intimate connection between my life and the presence of
God, who "breathed my soul into me." Most berakhot and prayers are phrased in
the plural, for two reasons. Firstly, it is preferable to include others in
one's request, not so much to abolish the egocentric nature of prayer as to
widen it to include the entire community. Secondly, because of the nature of the
relationship between God and the Jewish people, the covenant between them, we
prefer to appear before God as a member of the covenantal-community, whose
prayers are heard and judged differently than the single individual. This
berakha, however, is an exception. The breath within me, the simple beating of
my soul before I have actually done anything, is purely mine, totally personal,
the point of contact of my existence with the breath of God (Genesis 2:7 - the
creation of man, the single Adam - "and He breathed in his nostrils the breath
of life, and man became a living soul"). One might say that before joining the
community and acting, one must be a living individual, and that too - or perhaps
especially that - requires the berakha, the gift of creativity, of life.
Of course, one cannot live the entire day emphasizing the
berakha of each step with the intensity of these early-morning berakhot. The
principle is clear, however. Every single step, every breath, every effort that
man makes in which he expresses his life, deserves and requires a berakha, a
connection to the source of life and transcending creativity. The early morning,
when we enter the world from a state of inertia and inactivity, is the time when
we force ourselves to face that basic necessity, because the opening steps of
our day are the most crucial, and the unfolding stages of life the most obvious.
But in principle this feeling, this connection to a transcendent power of
creative life, should accompany us all day - as I cited at the outset - 100
berakhot a day!
There is one additional berakha recited in the morning to which
that I would like to draw your attention. It is not actually the berakha that is
here the focus, since the berakha is a birkat ha-mitzva, a berakha said before
performing a mitzva. The mitzva is washing one's hands. After sleeping, one must
wash one's hands before uttering the name of God. (This is one of the reasons
that a literal fulfillment of the instructions of the Talmud concerning the
morning berakhot is impossible - one must wash the hands before reciting any
berakha). After sleeping at night, upon rising, the halakha dictates that we
wash each hand three times (by pouring water from a cup over each hand).
Afterwards, there is a berakha (with the typical form of a birkat ha-mitzva):
"Blessed be You, HaShem our God King of the world, who has sanctified us with
His mitzvot and commanded us to rinse our hands."
Washing hands is a ritual of preparation. The priests before
going to the service in the Temple would wash their hands (and feet, in that
case). Today as well, before reciting the priestly blessing in the synagogue,
priests wash their hands. When going up to perform an act of holiness, upon
entering a more sanctified area of activity, either geographically like the
Temple precincts or experientially because I am about to engage in an activity
which demands sanctification, we are commanded to dedicate our hands, the organs
of DOING, the symbols of activity. In fact, the technical term for the washing
of hands and feet in the Temple is "KIDDUSH yadayim ve-raglayim" -
SANCTIFICATION of the hands and feet. Every Jew, when waking, when passing from
that form of death which we experience in sleep to the world, the mundane world,
of every-day activity, is called upon to dedicate his hands to holiness, to
prepare them for a day of activity, of creation, of sanctification, of
accomplishment. This passage, from inactivity to creativity, requires
purification and dedication. The shades of death, as it were, must be washed
off, because life is not merely the ability to move but also, especially, the
ability to transcend, create, and grow. (A similar law applies to visiting a
cemetery - when leaving, one must wash one's hands, not because we are afraid of
some mysterious effect of the dead, but because the dead are dead, inactive, and
when we leave that place we are returning to the land of the living, to the land
of hopeful creation and future conquest, after having visited the land of memory
and past).
One last berakha. At the end of the day, there is a berakha
parallel to the one we recited upon waking.
One who goes to sleep on his bed says "Shema Yisrael"... and
says:
Blessed ... who brings down sleep on my eyes and slumber on my
eyelids. May it be Your will, HaShem my God and the God of my fathers, that I
lie down in peace and rise up in peace; let not my ideas frighten me, nor evil
dreams nor evil thoughts; let my bed be perfect before you; and give light to my
eyes lest I sleep the sleep of death. For it is You who give light to the pupil
of the eye. Blessed be You HaShem, who gives light to the entire world in His
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